through a glass darkly

well, the new web page is close enough to complete to be uploaded until i can add other things. enjoy. it's time for me to go to bed.

ahh, it's good to be home. how does a simple trip to my parents' house for a doctor's appointment end up in a 5 some hour drive to upstate PA (Franklin)? well, it did, and let me tell you, that is not a nice fun drive. but i did get to drive my aunt's '98 mustang. oh yeah, baby. :) of course, i couldn't go more than 5 mph over the speed limit before she started flipping, but it's still a sweet car. i am too tired to write anything interesting tonight. too much driving and now i have to get up tomorrow and make plans and return emails since i was unexpectedly absent. mmm, sleep...

jersey sucks. driving in jersey sucks. driving in the rain sucks. driving in the rain in jersey sucks so much words fail me. oh yeah, and circles are the devil. on the other hand, i love my car and i love the fact that i got a parking space across the street from my apartment tonight. i also love my family. despite people going "huh?" when i try to explain my family tree due to the amount of divorces, etc, my family is pretty damn cool when you get down to it. compared to the problems that some people have that make them hate their family, i have it pretty good. my mother and father are awesome. i love spending time with the majority of my family and they are the people who i know will always love me, no matter what. and that, my friends, is a truly wonderful thing. for someone like me, who has a hard time trusting people, unconditional love is hard to find... and even when i find it, I can't always recognize it. i cannot express enough the appreciation and love i have for those people in my life who are always there for me. i love these rare times when all seems right with the world. :) now, back to redesigning the web page.

this blogger.com thing seems pretty neat so i thought i'd give it a try. now you can enjoy the most random thoughts my mind can produce!